Oh When Oh When you gonna CHANGE??

hmm.. being extremely bored lately~ which is a phase before being extremely buzy.

 darn it I miss my cat so much

 but hey~ that is not why Im here to talk about.

It's about my friend (was)

There are thousand hopes from everyone hoping that you would change someday. (and maybe that someday will come)

wallahualam

but if you asked me personally~ i want you to change so that you wont be a troublemaker towards people around you.

if you only trouble yourself, I REALLY DONT GIVE A DAMN~

*and yes im a keeper  

Yes people might see it physically, but seriously~ that is sooo just to cover everything out

now you are draging the innocent and yes the most innocent among us all. (or she also pretending, im not sure because of super innocent act)

but just so you know~ if shes in trouble during practical

Im gonna lend her my shoulder, and ears. We all will. 

and that time Im guessing you and your monkey can go to hell.

You know how's people has their own perspective aight?

lets think carefully about it kay?~

ouh yeah. trouble maker~

if you make any trouble~ dont drag other people with you.

it does really show how pathetic you are. (and CHICKEN)

lol~ Random again and again

well you see~ its been forever since this blog touched~ barely..

more like seriously

LOL. the last post is about i cat wait for raya>.<

thats ages ago:p

alot things happen~ some change and some still the same=..=

nvm tht..been missing Perfect World~ AGAIN

nvm that also..

since Semester 4 started and  Midsem and all~ akkc

it put A LOT OF PRESSURE~

for me and friends =.=

so here i am~ again~ barely tell anything to this blog afraid that some one might read it **ketuk kepala sendiri kejap**

It was ment for ppl to read ler~

so~ 

the mood for blog writing is damn hard to find

but i manage to find it either way

so

LETS BEGIN

as you can see i started to mumbling all the way till down here

This week and the previous week is always and always not relaxing as the previous semester

if you really wanna enjoy movie~ but still in your head~ there's a bunch of things you gotta do~ 

this what been bothering me this whole semester,

well i intended to write it in diary~ but to lazy to write :p

 DISPENSING

RESEARCH

PRACTICAL PLACE

MY FRIENDS :'(

well that basically some of it 

dispensing~ urgh~ i just can seems to get all the generic and trade name up in my head yet~ still...envy them who can answer quite easy

or im just a dummy as well

Research~ 

this one been a lot of pressure since Semester 2 or 3 

LOL i even forget it

anyways~ now we in final move

now im in charge of doing the slides~

really dont want to disappoint the members as i did last semester

dunno wht got into me..or again im as well a dummy

i did the slides badly~ and wasnt satisfying

and now i pay for it

I lost their trust

how can i tell? from their face obviously

i disappointed Wani

Sya2 even give me the look (when she look down at things)

Alin and Piya hoping that it wouldnt happen again

Ezani~ lol im not sure about tht guy :p

but guys~ if you read this~ im so so so so sorry :'(

maybe they wont read this anyways :p

damn it was hard to brings out the ugly truth.

now about the practical place

i wish for ipoh

but i want to be with wani as well

but in kulim~ 50% chance to meet with Nashrin :p (gatal)

my friends pulak~

now i really love them~ 

now that we become closer~

i really wish we could stick like this

but soon they will all go their way

more and more

hmm...

korang~ sayang korang sgt2~

no matter how you guys sound or looks or even behave~

thats whats special about you guys.

and i will always and always loving it

just be yourself now

 (same goes to me i guess)

well just releasing tension here~ 

been watching running man now

that is good source to release tension too~

you laugh all the way till the end. kekeke

okay then~ put i t this way

i wont be able to update this dusty blog~ even when im in holidays~ i rather mix it with something inside the diary/journal

lol its readable

 so i try to write the handwriting that only i can understand :p

gonna face a quite buzy day lately

so~ wish me luck 

<3 bella

Semangat Raya Dah Mai~!!!

OMG OMG

taun nie semangat raya mcm membara2 plak=..=

tak thu knp~ sebab dah muak dok ipoh nie kowt

dgn macam2nyer jadi bulan pose nie~ ish2

sabaw je mak nab~

hahax

tu kengkawan aq panggey sajer nak kacu @.@

sentap ati mak nab :P

lepas jer 15 ari pose dah lagu raya berkumandang

macam2 lagu didownload eh~

hahax

walaupun bnyk bende yg happen during this holy month~

nk berdendam~makan diri..

so maafkan jer la

tu jer yg aku 'MAMPU'

well anyways

baba plak wat syok

macam2 bende baru die beli=..=

ich2

1st kete kenari aku~ die tolak TT_TT

waaaaa!!!

aku sayang kete tu~

die gi tukar ngan kete dolphin=.='

sabar je la mak nab oi :P

pas tu die gi tambah smart tv plak=.=

sepatutnyer kan..bende2 macam nie org pompan yg excited

nie idok

bapak teman plak yg beriye2 beli itu beli ini

sampai kete dibelinyer

baba baba

anyways~ kereta dolphin itu saya yg punya ya~ hehehehe

tibe2 terpikir. scary plak nk bwk kete besaw

hyundai tu tak pe la kira MPV agy

nie..adoi ai~

panjang lebo~

@.@

tahun nie cadang2 nk raya kat perlis

bile selalu sgt balik perlis rindu plak johor

great food, not so great ppl, but kalu dekat johor..baru rasa suasana raya tuh

you know

kampung~ pelita **oh gosh i love em**

BUNGA API

tho i hate mercun

but kalu tak de mercun bulan pose mcm tak meriah

mmg takut dengar bunyi meletup, nk men apetah lagi

hahax

dengar dari jauh un sudah cukup bersyukur(selamat den)

hmm..esk cuti nuzul quran

so malam nie sumer bercadang nk berhibernasi

yg tak nak balik minggu nie pun nk balik

padahal minggu depan nak balik raye dah=..=

aku plak nk balik tapi baba balik johor

so dok la kat sini ngan 2nd family aku yg ku cinta

chewah

BUDAK UMAH 26  la ape agy

makin lama aku makin kenal siapa kawan dan siapa bukan

bila seseorang dalam situasi genting

dan aku tak pernah menyesal atau rasa rugi ada kawan yg aku ada skung nie

<3 sayang korang sumer <3

<3

Fasting

Bulan puasa~ HAHa

hari 1st 2nd mmg penat sangat2

tapi pas tu dah tak de ape dah~

nanti bile nak raye mesti rinduu

well anyways

dah bosan nie

nak study malas* bile nk rajin tah*

bile puase nie la macam2 dugaan dtg

dari dugaan makanan hinggalah dugaan hidup

hmm..malas nk citer.

bukan ape pun

tak suke berdendam

tapi tu la aku nie

aq jenis tak cakap depan

aq mmg berdendam

pas tu memakan diri

(sebab tu kalu aku marah aku akan cakap korea)

so org tak paham

bile diorang tak paham. diorang tak terase

tapi lame2 aku  lupe

so

tak ade ape da

aku belajar berdendam2 nie sejak belajar kat college

hee

but skung tgh kawal

so practically im okay

rindu moks2 aku kat sepang and sorang agy kat diamond bay *teluk intan*

bile jumpe balik kan best

kitorang gelak mcm giler

no heart feeling

mcm

BEST sangat

hmm

ANI, LEKA, FHAD

aku rindu korang

lagi satu kelemahan aku

aku memang pentingkan kawan dari diri sendiri

hmm.. mcm mane nk cakap ek

bukan mcam nk berbahasa

tapi ntah

dari kecik cam tu

aq tak kisah aku sakit ker~ aku takkan bagi taw kawan2 aku kalu aku sakit sebab diorang

bia aku nangis sorang2 takpe

asalkan dapat tengok kawan2 aku happy

tapi kalu diorang tak happy jgak~

aku nk mintak maaf sangat2

sebab tak mampu nk buat korang rase happy

i've tried

aku bukan kawan yg baik..i can admit that.

mcm mane nak taw? tgk riaksi kawan2 la

cube 1 hari korang wat perangai

dalam 2-3 hari nanti tgkla perubahan

lol

if something doesnt goes the way it is.

thts mean something is totally wrong

terima je la bella oi.

Im incredibly sangat2 sabar bulan pose nie :p

tapi wallahuallam la bile nk meletus

rindu plak kat abg L saye

hhee

minggu nie jarang nampak die

sebab buzy

bile dtg lib tak de plak

hehe

*gatai*

ape2 lah. Bella Sayang Kamu. <3

Semester 3 ~

okay 1st class 

ARAM with Cik Azizah~ ok jgak die ajar

but rumors said ARAM is one tough subject

@.@ im trying to keeping up

for now~

hee~

then kelas Pn Norul which is AutoPharmaco

Pn. Norul remind me of Pn.Santi

lol

anyways..just the highlight of the day~

pssst..pssst..

tadi aq digelar kawan yg pentingkan diri sendiri 

T-T cedaynyer dgr~

tapi maybe betol~~ khiu khiu~

ade la sebab2nyer aq digelar mcm tu~

sebab aq tak tolong (or shall i put it more on sukarela)

well give me at least three freaking reason y should i???

lagi satu sebab aq malam :-/

hee

but guess wht ppl~~!!!

this selfish friend of your just cook for 10

but still SELFISH still in their mind :'(

hope u guys didnt think of me tht way~ 

kinda hurt if you think it through~

anyways miss my girl AI

mesti die tengah lari sane2 lari sini~

hee si comel tuh~

ich2

rase nk study plak~

aicheh~ mmg mcm tu semangat mule2 msk sem~ setiap sem cam tu

aq ase paling lame un maybe 2 minggu jer kowt

hahx

but i really2 hope it will last long this time

this Sem is gonna be tough~ so i gotta work harder to get wht i aim for at the very begining~

wanna know something??

i made a bet

with Wanie. my roomate

she's one of the best student and a dean list's holder~

and she's the one whom been guiding me from semester 2 when my spirit goin down down n down

lol

thank you anyway Wanie~

anyways

the Bet is if i get 3 pointer and above she will give me a gift (RM40)

for her if she get 3.8 and above i'll shall reward her with a gift~ ( RM40)

putting on a bet really burn my spirit suddenly eh~?

well i cant lose to money :p

good way of improving myself :p

gambate' bella~!

pyon~!

Pyon~! Pyon~!

Pyon Pyon~

ich2 taw taw dah ade kat ipoh dah~~ huhu

bile kat sini rase rindu plak nk balik umah..bile kat umah tak sabo2 nk balik ipoh

=..=

well..currently in ipoh..nothing much to do~

miss my girl (Ai chan)

nanti balik sane mesti die dah besaw an~

huhu

anyways~ tday (18/7/2011)

pendaftaran~ mmg ramai but made it thru

then watch movie~ Harry Potter 2nd part

cite die mmg best but mmg spoil giler sebab ade minah 3 org nie mmg batak/ perak dari kg mane tah agaknye tak penah tgk wayang~ =..=

tensyen aq~ die bagi review movie tu dari start all the trailers sampai la movie tu habis..mcm aq bayar RM20 hengget tu utk korang dengar jer=..=

malasnyer nk start kelas balik..esk dah start kelas T-T

aku ade repeat plak tuh=..= dari 19 credit hours jadi 22 T-T

yea~! GAMBATE to me=..=

wuu~ ceday

junior2 baru msk..not bad

perangai 2 x 5 cam intake july 2010

walaupun mke diorang sumpah lagi matured dari intake july lepas

cam besa r~ cik bella wat nie kalu die bowring yang amaatttt~~!!

hahax

well dah tak de ape2 dah nk citan cinton=..=

chow r~ 

esk kelas strt kowt..

<3

o-ohayou' (gosok2 mate)

Ohayou' gozaimas~

wargh..pagi ngantok giler..bgn pkol 5 pg taw tak sebab nk prepare bfast..

bfast ape yg sampai kene bgn kol 5 pg?

hehe..bdk2 zaman skung nie tak men la bwk nasi lemak yg bungkus tuh..

skung nie diorang men sushi, tacos, nachos, ham sandwiches..

ciet...(dalam hati) aq dulu tak de un cam tu..

pagi nie wat Onigiri (rice Ball)

ngan

sushi (yg random2 jer)

hee~

adeh~asal plak gambo tak rotate nie..

hee btw nie onigiri r aq wat tadi..nk amik gambar sushi..tak sempat=..= sumer dikebas dgn laju...jgn ckp umah 26 jer phiranha..umah bella un same

lol

nie CANDY anak kucing baru (hmm i cant find a solution to this unrotated pic le)

anyways..waktu tgh masak..si comel2 nie main la kat kaki aq

jgn bimbang..setakat nie tak de yg kene pijak

hee~ pas tu

tetibe dr seko pas tu jadi due eko..aq un pelik..

sejak bile la aq ade 2 eko ank kucing kaler cream

sekali..aq usha betol2

WARH!!!!

KATAK!!!!

TANJAT GEGIRL!(kalu sepah tanjat boboy)

tekejuts aq..belari..tinggalkan nori( seawead) besepah.. anak kucing un aq tinggalkan..hee sorry yer Kero-chan~

pas tu aq suo bpk aq buang..

phew..eee geli geleman aq bile pk katak naik atas kaki aq>.<

tak gne nye katak..bnyk2 tempat kaki aq gak ko nk bertenggek!

hee nie plak sweetheart aq<3

Ai name die 

name penoh Enma Ai( devil Love)

hee influence citer Jigoku Shoujo

huhuhu

then abis wat bfast kol 7 tadi=..=

lame au~ so asenye nk sambung tito balik..

oyasumi' la kalu cam tuh..ZzZ