Oh He's Back, He's Back, HE'S BAAAACCCKKK! *soon*

Okay~ this time the entry is way random,
Dia akan terpacak kat Malaysia somewhere in June or August (not sure yet) but what Im certain off, he's gonna be back around that time.
and here's the thing.
This is what I really been wanting to talk to Wani too. but darn it MALU plak rasanya >.<~!!! *hahahax mohon wani terbaca this one* :p selesai sudah benda yang hang nak taw sgt.~ kannn~ kekekekek
eh bukan MALU~ SEGAN is more of the right word.
Anyways~
Gyah!!! Tak taw nak wat ape nie>.< wwuwuuwuw.
Tapikan~~ ape yang nak resah gelisah pedih sedih nie??
Aduh, kacau bella kacau.

Now, I look foward on TABI's life <3
huhohohoh~

*random!!!*

Its Bbuing BBuing~ -__-

Stor work for this 2 weeks.

Rasa ada kureng siket. Bukan apa~ bosan tak de orang nak bersembang

but its not like I suka bersembang *kerja jalan okay* hehehe

Tak ada orang yang nak mengarut

but seriously bila kerja kat stor kena focus

@.@ jap agy order ape dapat ape kang.

anyways~ saja ja post kali nie

coz~ im in the middle of *finishing my assignment* 

or so you can said -__-

tak taw bila akan habis

but by hook or by kook by this monday kena hantar

ok~ toodles~

-__- finishing up the freakin assignment :p

Posting a Recipie

hmm desebabkan blog nie aku randomly update. 

so kalu nk post recipe pown memang kena kerajinan yang amat banyak la kan?

kalu takat post gambar tuh boleh la

atau vid cara2 nk masak2 tapi kalu bab2 recipie nk sukat tu sukat nie~

aku tak cekap lagi

thats why i prefer pan fried food or oven baked food daripada buat kek or pastries yang requires measurements and etc.

tapi kalu nk check out a recipe internet belambak kan?

hahahx wat ape nk check blog yg noob cam nie :p

ehehe

tapi my besties punya blog, dia kerap post about recipes,

and shes and excellent baker. 

nie blog dia 

follow la

www.wanimatzin.blogspot.com

banyak resepi yang nenek nie dah post.

tgk la cam ne. I nie bukan rajin memasak pown~

tambah ngan kondisi skung nie~

kat hostel

tak de dapur and all

kalu balik rumah pown. 

tidur, makan, tv....

^..^

banyak sgt recipe yang tak belaja dari mama

-__- again aku malas.

tapi kalu recipe turun temurun nie harus belaja

bila tok wan suo buat 

terkapai2 ku kelemasan jawapanya

heheheh

but nk abaq siap2, I update blog nie sgt2 random and not always. So 

for those who actually read this? thank you so much <3

love,

BELLA :)) 

Nashrin Zafri

okay~ Kenapa plak si Bella nie tetiba post pasai mamat nie?

Sebab aku minat gilerszz kat dia~ hehe. Nashrin! im your number one fan! *kipas laju laju*

tak taw la cam ne leh minat. tiap2 kali MyStar LG start aku ngan adik aku dah tepacak depan tv~ bila Nashrin kuar kat tv or mana2 show/award. bila time dia punya show, aku campak buku or anthing yg aku tgh wat masa tu and tatap TV tu puas2. 

walaupun that time ada satu show nie dia nyanyi tak sampai 5 minit pown~ sambil nyanyi dia bukak fb. walaupun aku agak frust tak sempat bukak fb sama waktu dengan Nash (chewah~ panggey nama manja tuh). wuwuwu TT-TT

anyways

and kenapa I post about him pulak suddenly nie?

BECAUSE I just practically meet him~ well wani actually do the talking and stuff. but still~ he's only like 3 feet away from me!!

nak peluk~ tapi tak leh >.< kita org islam~ igt tu

walaupun cuba kawal perasaan

bila jumpa. 

sejibik macam lirik dia~

perasaan aku~

degupan jantung aku tergendala

Pijakkan kaki bagai tak terasa

abaq ang~~

while wani dok isi2 borang. aku lembik lutut dah tgk dia. tangan kami sejuk gila.

duduk sat. Aku rasa aku tenung dia macam pa gi~

harap awok tak rasa kekok.

nk jerit. org kata ape plak~ dalam bank yg senyap tuh.

sanggup drive sampai sesat2 semata2 nak tgk dia betui tak ada kat situ

bila masuk dia sambut plak~ aduuhhh~~ 

dream come true kan Bella?

tapi waktu mai tu macam dah lambat

kitoang sempat2 jer tu dapat wat kad. (well wani did)

excited meme excited

tapi macam seday

saya nk nashrin taw saya peminat dia :'((

nak amik gambar bagai (kalu boleh bukan gambar je, phone number, whatsapp, pe gi?) kekekekek

mampuih~

disebabkan ke-excited-an aku~ wani pown naik excited

macam dia excited lebay~ ahahahax tak taw la

agaknya kalu tiket concert big bang tak abis lagi nie~

kalu aku dapat pegi~

ape plak la yg akan jadi?

wuwuwuwuw

TOP oppa, JiYoung Oppa

T-T mianeh~

i shouldnt call myself a VIP if I cant even make it to one and only BigBang tour concert in Malaysia~

wuwuw 

#eh? asal msk big bang nie?? lol

Nashrin Nashrin Nashrin

*next time kalu jumpa lagi nk mintak amik gambaq jugak~ tak kira~ tapi boleh ke waktu dia bekerja? :/ 

hopefully lah 

<3 <3 <3

Oh When Oh When you gonna CHANGE??

hmm.. being extremely bored lately~ which is a phase before being extremely buzy.

 darn it I miss my cat so much

 but hey~ that is not why Im here to talk about.

It's about my friend (was)

There are thousand hopes from everyone hoping that you would change someday. (and maybe that someday will come)

wallahualam

but if you asked me personally~ i want you to change so that you wont be a troublemaker towards people around you.

if you only trouble yourself, I REALLY DONT GIVE A DAMN~

*and yes im a keeper  

Yes people might see it physically, but seriously~ that is sooo just to cover everything out

now you are draging the innocent and yes the most innocent among us all. (or she also pretending, im not sure because of super innocent act)

but just so you know~ if shes in trouble during practical

Im gonna lend her my shoulder, and ears. We all will. 

and that time Im guessing you and your monkey can go to hell.

You know how's people has their own perspective aight?

lets think carefully about it kay?~

ouh yeah. trouble maker~

if you make any trouble~ dont drag other people with you.

it does really show how pathetic you are. (and CHICKEN)

lol~ Random again and again

well you see~ its been forever since this blog touched~ barely..

more like seriously

LOL. the last post is about i cat wait for raya>.<

thats ages ago:p

alot things happen~ some change and some still the same=..=

nvm tht..been missing Perfect World~ AGAIN

nvm that also..

since Semester 4 started and  Midsem and all~ akkc

it put A LOT OF PRESSURE~

for me and friends =.=

so here i am~ again~ barely tell anything to this blog afraid that some one might read it **ketuk kepala sendiri kejap**

It was ment for ppl to read ler~

so~ 

the mood for blog writing is damn hard to find

but i manage to find it either way

so

LETS BEGIN

as you can see i started to mumbling all the way till down here

This week and the previous week is always and always not relaxing as the previous semester

if you really wanna enjoy movie~ but still in your head~ there's a bunch of things you gotta do~ 

this what been bothering me this whole semester,

well i intended to write it in diary~ but to lazy to write :p

 DISPENSING

RESEARCH

PRACTICAL PLACE

MY FRIENDS :'(

well that basically some of it 

dispensing~ urgh~ i just can seems to get all the generic and trade name up in my head yet~ still...envy them who can answer quite easy

or im just a dummy as well

Research~ 

this one been a lot of pressure since Semester 2 or 3 

LOL i even forget it

anyways~ now we in final move

now im in charge of doing the slides~

really dont want to disappoint the members as i did last semester

dunno wht got into me..or again im as well a dummy

i did the slides badly~ and wasnt satisfying

and now i pay for it

I lost their trust

how can i tell? from their face obviously

i disappointed Wani

Sya2 even give me the look (when she look down at things)

Alin and Piya hoping that it wouldnt happen again

Ezani~ lol im not sure about tht guy :p

but guys~ if you read this~ im so so so so sorry :'(

maybe they wont read this anyways :p

damn it was hard to brings out the ugly truth.

now about the practical place

i wish for ipoh

but i want to be with wani as well

but in kulim~ 50% chance to meet with Nashrin :p (gatal)

my friends pulak~

now i really love them~ 

now that we become closer~

i really wish we could stick like this

but soon they will all go their way

more and more

hmm...

korang~ sayang korang sgt2~

no matter how you guys sound or looks or even behave~

thats whats special about you guys.

and i will always and always loving it

just be yourself now

 (same goes to me i guess)

well just releasing tension here~ 

been watching running man now

that is good source to release tension too~

you laugh all the way till the end. kekeke

okay then~ put i t this way

i wont be able to update this dusty blog~ even when im in holidays~ i rather mix it with something inside the diary/journal

lol its readable

 so i try to write the handwriting that only i can understand :p

gonna face a quite buzy day lately

so~ wish me luck 

<3 bella

Semangat Raya Dah Mai~!!!

OMG OMG

taun nie semangat raya mcm membara2 plak=..=

tak thu knp~ sebab dah muak dok ipoh nie kowt

dgn macam2nyer jadi bulan pose nie~ ish2

sabaw je mak nab~

hahax

tu kengkawan aq panggey sajer nak kacu @.@

sentap ati mak nab :P

lepas jer 15 ari pose dah lagu raya berkumandang

macam2 lagu didownload eh~

hahax

walaupun bnyk bende yg happen during this holy month~

nk berdendam~makan diri..

so maafkan jer la

tu jer yg aku 'MAMPU'

well anyways

baba plak wat syok

macam2 bende baru die beli=..=

ich2

1st kete kenari aku~ die tolak TT_TT

waaaaa!!!

aku sayang kete tu~

die gi tukar ngan kete dolphin=.='

sabar je la mak nab oi :P

pas tu die gi tambah smart tv plak=.=

sepatutnyer kan..bende2 macam nie org pompan yg excited

nie idok

bapak teman plak yg beriye2 beli itu beli ini

sampai kete dibelinyer

baba baba

anyways~ kereta dolphin itu saya yg punya ya~ hehehehe

tibe2 terpikir. scary plak nk bwk kete besaw

hyundai tu tak pe la kira MPV agy

nie..adoi ai~

panjang lebo~

@.@

tahun nie cadang2 nk raya kat perlis

bile selalu sgt balik perlis rindu plak johor

great food, not so great ppl, but kalu dekat johor..baru rasa suasana raya tuh

you know

kampung~ pelita **oh gosh i love em**

BUNGA API

tho i hate mercun

but kalu tak de mercun bulan pose mcm tak meriah

mmg takut dengar bunyi meletup, nk men apetah lagi

hahax

dengar dari jauh un sudah cukup bersyukur(selamat den)

hmm..esk cuti nuzul quran

so malam nie sumer bercadang nk berhibernasi

yg tak nak balik minggu nie pun nk balik

padahal minggu depan nak balik raye dah=..=

aku plak nk balik tapi baba balik johor

so dok la kat sini ngan 2nd family aku yg ku cinta

chewah

BUDAK UMAH 26  la ape agy

makin lama aku makin kenal siapa kawan dan siapa bukan

bila seseorang dalam situasi genting

dan aku tak pernah menyesal atau rasa rugi ada kawan yg aku ada skung nie

<3 sayang korang sumer <3

<3